drugie n a cat

its 420am, i still have problem sleeping, but now a tad less due to stress, but no thanks to a bad wk that simply killed my sleeping bioclock. to force sleep,i take my relaxants.. which now has been promoted from my shelves to my bedside. its horrible la, i knwo ishldnt take, but heck, i need to sleep when i have time to! oh, n the fact that my freshly-grad pharmacy friends tell me that it causes gastric.. chialat la. plus now, my day has evolved to me having 12hrly feed each day n ive gotten alot more temperamental.yucks. i get so sian in a split sec n sometimes i dont even know what caused it.
for now, i just keep thinking of the end of the sem (if i think abt the journey to the end of the sem, id be in depresion in NO TIME), of which, im still trying to see how i can find some short trip somewhere b4 i can head back to sch again. iwant to go for holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.........

ps : do kindly help urself n stop reading this blog if u find it too depressing. i ASSURE u, its not gonna get any merrier. (confirm plus guarantee chop, n chop till 2nd pg can still see....)


ok this is totally random, but this is my cat, kato. ok i know i said this blog aint gonna get my merrier, but i jsut felt like putting my cats pic up. kinda miss him tho i know he doesnt really love me. damn.anyway, he's a piece of nua sai i tell u. whole day sleep sleep sleep. he looks like a cat, but seriously i doubt he knows hes a 1. u see, my aunty suba picked him up when he was really tiny. his eyes werent open yet! so rbought to the vet n all, to nurse him n what not, n finally 1 fine day his eyes opened n who did he see? the hia family. so really he thinks hes human n we're his mother/father/aunty/grandma/cousin/sister/brother...
certain things hes damn clever. like, when we have aircon in the living rm, he will sneak in n sprawl all over the couch n sleep half a day. if no one watching tv(so no aircon) then he'll go sleep in aunty silos rm when the fan is switched on nice n big. other than that, i think my aunties say he doesnt really sleep. OH! n he knows how to choose his human i tell u. he wldnt dare to be too funny with my aunties cos they will spank him. some pple he wldnt care if we died, like erm me. hai. but others like my brother, wah this stupid cat will never scratch him lor! ok, so ben has too soft a heart to spank him, then again ben doesnt have to clean his shit n pee....
anyway, other times, hes jsut plain stupid. like when he saw another cat, the first thing he did was to turn ard n run for cover! (hello, talk abt making friends...) then he got a tad better n braver when there was this tiny lil kitten at out backyard. n all he did all day was to hide n watch him.

my little hideout

ok, so i spend jsut abt every min here in my hideaway, cept when im in sch working my ass off, or the occasional dinners :) ive been home abt 3 times in 10wks? thats cos ive just had so much work (n more to come damnit) that i just dont quite get to go home..my com n work stuffs in hall so when i go home,its really not a work place... simply n seriously, a place to nua.
so ok, this is my life.where i live most of my time...
i have 3 shelves of food, but can barely fill half with work.ive got like 4 design bks, the rest still at home. (ive not touch 3 of them) n 2 borrowed bks fr the lib, whcih is sucha feat i tell u. sam wld know, right sam?
my table is cluttered with mess, which i grew to work ON it. realy, i work with papers, postit pads, rulers etcetcetc under my hand when im typing... cadding ... i used to clear the mess in yr1, n overtime i gave up. it comes back in less than a day so y bother right? its a mess but i say organised-mess. i can find my stuff so y bother packing huh.

thats a close up.

i finally read the news papers. i never seem to be able to find it in hall.. n just nw i happen to see it in the kitchen so i grabbed it.

im using this prdt that i did in milan. some proj abt office stationary. so i did a notice board pin holder.which since i got it made via RP(rapid prototyping) in milan cos it was jsut tooo much work to make my own n after spending all that money buying materials n all, oh heck just get someone to do it for me. well, its red oviously, n works pretty damn gd for me man! yay!

thats my bed, which i ALWAYS see no pt in making after getting up cos well, im gonna mess it up again what. BUT, i do change my sheets.every 2 wks? ok sometimes 3 when i forget when the last time i changed them.hah

next to my bed is my picasso, which, was suppose to be hung up like 10wks ago when i shifted in,but never got to it cos i dont have hooks.ive decided sometime back to jsut leave it as it is.. like artyfarty way of hanging it? ya, like real. oh, but i did think of hanging it in gilly's room, which was my previous room, which had hooks. like, 'dont waste teh hooks man...' i did buy them what... but then again, im tooo lazy to even bring it there.hah

thats my hotplate. ok, n my shoes... i obviously dont have a shoe rack, cos well, the hotplate kinda took over its place. last yr, my shoe rack was a wooden plank of wood on a a4 carton box cover.obviously over time, the rack collasped, but not like i did naything abt it.

thats gilly cooking dory. during 1 of our lil cooking session. most of the time , we jsut cook in my room :) somehow smell hasnt been THAT big of a prob. n convenience it SOOOO the word. i jsut make half a turn, n boil water. half a turn back n go back to my com.5mins later nmake that half turn again n pop in the instant mee... n stir stir abit n then turn back. n at my next turn, id have dinner!

oh, thats 1 of our nights produce, sambal dory. looks pretty gd, but tasted a tad funky. thanks to stupid maggie n their supposedly sambal in this tiny packet. it was SWEET! not hot.

ok, im done now, reporting abt my mini life. its a sad life. hai... but oh wel, i like my little hideout where since i live alone,i dont have to bother too much! yay!

oh happy day...

cos i slept for 16hrs. i wld hvae slept even more, or at least nua-ed in bed but i decided for the better n went out for dinner instead cos its the only way i was getting out of bed for real.
ive decided not to do work at all today, its going to be real blistful n smiley day :)

im a nua sai (lazy piece of shit)

gd mrng friends, ok, sorry, afternoon. i slept at 7 n got up at 2... ok, 230. which is pretty decent sleep i say.. plus no more tossing anymore! which is weird cos presentations r even closer now. but somehow, in my janeyhia way, im just a nua sai now.so feeling so lazy n not stressed, which is weird.but oh well, im not complaining, at least now i can sleep..n really well too!
im jsut blogging now cos im sooo damn lazy to start work... right now, i just really feel like eatin island creamery's ice cream. anna jsut reminded me that ive not had them since i left for milan..aiyo...!
ok, i think i just gotta get my lazy ass to work now, oh wait. i suspect im hungry, maybe illl go cook now! yay! ok out.

help!!!!!

OK FRIENDS,
i need major help with dessert pics!(i need pics to be taken personally, OR SEEMINGLY PERSONAL..haha) ok i need specific pictures actually

1) ice cream
2) pancakes
3)rice dumplings (so long its sweet, has a rice/glutinous rice flour skin n some liao inside, its ok!eg, tang yuan, japs also have some similar form... im even gonna push it n try ang ku kuay.. etc...)

i need any of the 3 in ANY FORM,flavour, type etc... i just need to compare these desserts n how they vary ACROSS CULTURES... like how island creamery has burbur hitam flavour... japos have wasabi... turkish have their sticky ice creams etc... okok?i need them pronto! cos ive got this submission like next wed is draft then 2 wks later the final sub! heh.. thanks ah

i want to die already

ARGH!
im cadding bloody swarovski now, n have been for i dont know how long... its really simple. the design that is. n all i need is to finish it off by filleting the edges... BUT to do that, i need to boolean(thanks sj, not bullion) join the pieces n THAT , my friend,is a hell of a bitch!!!! it jsut wldnt boolean join! i even tried b.difference, n b intersection, jsut in case rhino is wonky as it always is... but NO... still it just 'boolean failed' me all the fucking time. for now, its enough. ill try it again on a very happy day.

oh, random fact highlight : watching tv might lead to autism. (time.com)
jeese, n i jsut told u fellas that the tv the is best invention, even b4 the aircon. damn

very upset

its 3.40am, i went to bed at 3am thinking that jeese, im soo tired after only having 3hrs of sleep the night b4 so i think i can finally get some decent sleep without the tossing in bed for 2-3hrs b4 eventually dosing off. but no, i STILL end up tossing cos my brain wldnt stop, tho somehow when i think of the swarovski proj im suppose to do, im instantly a tad more sleepy. for real! n then once the 'moment' is gone, im back to tossing. tho i did try to constantly think of swarovski, but after awhile, it lost effect...so after 30mins of tossing thot im seriously dead beat, i gave up, gotout of bed, pom a can of kopi, n im back to work.. hopefully i can chopchop get it over n done with, so i can sleep for real.
oh shit, i know whats gonna happen later... when im done with work, n do warrent myself some sleep, ill be awake thanks to the kopi, n then ill stil #$^%$#%% wont be able to sleep.
kil me . pls.

for a wk now, if i get any sleep, its thanks to the 2 muscle relaxant pills thats suppose to be for my back, but now it has a new use for it, to help me sleep cos it one of those make-u-drousy pills.

ok back to work

the aircon is the next best invention after the tv

its so damn it hot i can dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... ive brought my ah pek singlets back. if u dont know what that it, lemme tell u. its this SWAN BRAND cheap ass white singlet that ah peks wear. jsut $2 n keeps me very happy.its so hot these days i even wore it to studio the other day. zq was even shocked that its the ah pek singlet cos she said it looked pretty gd man! but that one was a relatively new one, b4 it got all stretched with hu-mon-gus(how to spell ah?damn it) armholes n what not.heh therefore i say, the aircon is the next best invention after the tv. hot but still need tv for entertainment, esp when i learn so many ramdom stuff from the tv! lke how the platypus is the 3rd most poisonous animal in the world... (dont ask me for the 1st 2... i cant rememeber) another source of random learning is from time magazines, or time.com. i learn stuff like dark ages in space which ocured after the big bang...n stuff like, hobbits may not be a myth! theres research done in indonesia,java, where they found bones of a fully grown women who is only 1m tall! n the ave height of men there is less than 1.5m... they obviously had some chiem-mo name for it, like something-something-sepien but of cos those things i also dont rememebr...

ok, i gotta go get ready to see my prof for thesis. yucks. jsut wanna go n chopchop go! i wonder what will it be today from him... armani? club 21? 26k watch ? OH! i know! his son's wedding!we're gonna get a earfull of it... eeew

out.

im back!

ok anna,
this is soooo for u, once again.
ure always the reason for my '1st' posts!
anywya, im sooo tired n im gonna zzz now cos i got proj meeting at 730am. no kidding.
BUT i found time to find my way to this webpg to write u this.. so wah-lah!

im back!