time.

damn the hols r ending. this is definately one of the most enjoyable hols ive had, despite the fact that i remained inland throughout. (1 of those things that happen when u dont plan, dont wanna plan, n wait). more enjoyable probably cos i absolutely cldnt wait any longer for the previous sem to come to an end. no, really. i know everyone cldnt wait too, but last sem sucked the living daylights outta me. n there is added novelty when i know time is precious, b4 next life-sucking sem starts. n for once in uni life, my dec isnt filled with back to back dancepracticesntrainingsessions keeping me busy, tired, in hall n ok yes, slim too. i say im slim when i can see my abs, hee.
so this time, ive got time. to do things i wanna do, like meeting up with pple ive missed, or never had time for. spending time with friends, which took sometime for a head-smacking revelation to happen, i now believe is underated,at least in my life. coming from a grp of close friends who dont call dont text n meet up maybe 5 times a yr,yet still close as ever, it seemed perfectly fine to continue like that. esp me being how bochup abt million n one things right? i dont wanna start going thru all the thots in my head abt how n y i get to this, cos really its pure logic n nature yet somehow its something that till u see it urself, u'll never quite digest it well. if u dont get what im saying here, i hope, for ur sake, u get a head-smacking revelation too.

on another note, time lets me chill more here n there,n while chilling, i think abt stuff. im not 1 of those who sit ard alone n think hard abt stuff. its way too intense for me. i think abt stuff on the go n yes, wait for head-smacks here n there. its probably almost a split sec for me. 1 of the things that occured to me for example, is that i think id wldlike to work at starbucks n be a barista when im done studying. its cos 1)i wanna learn how to make coffee n 2) wanna meet different pple everyday.not dead set ill do it, but its a thot n one that comes with lotsa explaination to do too.

ok, now im starting to wonder who actualyl wld wanna read my stuff abt my life n brain n the works. i used to give informative stuff while i was in milan cos really there was alot more to report on. but now.... hmmm.
blogging is weird in the first place.for someone like me.i NEVER thot id be one of those... goodness what have i morphed into! but started blogging cos its serisuoly the most efficient way to update pple when i was away. i knew i was entertaining then, cos really, i report on cock stuff, but now, nothing entertaining n ive become this self absorbed blogger.
(ok, i just realised i JUST had a head-smack moment there. told u it comes suddenly n here n there)